Monday, December 6, 2010
So Dr.Woodworth kept his word and called on Friday 7-22-2010 @ 2:45pm. But then down fall he got Kelsey cell and talked to him first. So the man that i am been married to for 9yrs came home and told me that the test was positive. And i just flat out asked him are your Fuckin kidding me??? Is this a joke? And he looked at me and said no this is no joke. I would not do that too u. So by that point i was flipping out cry and askin why me??? And got doctor to call me and tell me what it is but you know i had no words that would come out alls i could do it just sit there and cry with my surgeon on phone. He tell me that i am a strong women and i will fight this. Then he said i will see you on Monday for the other Biopsy. so the first person i called was Kim she was my best friends mom and she has treated me like I was hers and told that it was Cancer and she just started crying and tellin me that she was sorry and that she loved and that she would be here for me. And then next person i called was Ryan and i had to tell my best friend for yrs. that i have breast cancer. and she was tryin to be strong and tell me that everything was going to me OK . And i called my father but i so did not get what i was wanting him. so that weekend the kids and Kelsey and i went to the Burnett's family cabin. and it felt like it was a year away. Well that Monday 7-26-10 I got 5 more biopsy done and then on that Wed. I was called again with some more bad news just one out of the 5 was cancer and it was also on the right side. So the next day went for the MRI and then to meet lots more of other doc. like my oncology doc and my plastic surgeon. so after meetin with all of them the date was set. Then my mother came to stay with us and on Aug.16 2010 i went to the hosp. in rogers the have my first surgery i was in the OR for 5hrs. lots of friends and family where there. The pain was the worst pain i have ever have the worst... So i got to stay there for 3days then they sent me home. then that Monday i had to go see Dr.T to have expanders filled. that was not a very fun part. :( so i go to this other apt. with the cancer doc. and Amanda was sweet enough to go w me to that and he came in and sat down and said well we sent off your cancer and they redid the test and it was wrong so you have to do chemo i am sorry is what he said so i had to have another surgery with both doc. one put the inplants and the other put my chemo port in. Then on Oct.4 2010 i had my first chemo treatment. then the next day was put in the hosp. because of a reaction to the chemo and got out on wed. and then let me tell you i was one sick puppy!!!
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
WELL JUST TO START FROM THE BEGINNING, I AM 28 YEARS OLD AND I AM THE MOTHER OF 3 KIDS I HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR 9YRS. WE HAVE ONE DOG. AND MY LIFE CHANGED FOREVER ON 7/22/2010 FEW WEEKS BEFORE THAT I FOUND A LUMP IN MY RIGHT BREAST. AT THAT TIME DR.OZ WAS ON TV AND WAS HAVING EVERYONE DO THERE OWN EXAMS. SO I THOUGHT OK" WHY NOT WHAT WOULD IT HURT"??? WELL AS I WAS DOING IT I FELT THE LARGE LUMP WELL I WAS THINKING THAT IT COULD BE A CLOGGED MILK DUCT DUE TO BREAST FEEDING MY YOUNGEST CHILD. OR ALONG THE LINES OF THAT. SO MANY WEEKS LATER I GOT INTO SEE THE DOCTOR AND FROM THERE THIS WOULD BE THE LONG LIST OF MANY TO COME. SO ON 7/21/2010 THEY SENT ME TO THE MERCY CLINIC FOR WOMEN TO HAVE MY MAMMOGRAM AND ULTRASOUND DONE. WELL KELSEY WAS OUT OF TOWN AT THAT TIME SO I HAD TO GO AT THIS ALONE. AND YOU THINK THE WORST THINGS EVER AND I BELIEVE ME I DID THAT. SO THIS WOMAN TAKES ME TO HAVE A ULTRASOUND FIRST BECAUSE WOMEN YOUR AGE THIS IS NOT THAT COMMON. OK THAT'S GREAT... NOT REALLY PEOPLE BECAUSE THIS WOMAN COMES BACK IN AND SAY'S THAT THE DOC. NEEDS YOU TO HAVE THE MAMMOGRAM DONE. OK I AM GOING TO BE STRONG!! I CAN DO THIS NO BIG DEAL RIGHT??? SO AGAIN ANOTHER WOMAN BRINGS ME INTO THIS ROOM TO HAVE MY FIRST MAMMOGRAM DONE WHERE THEY PUT YOUR BREAST INTO THIS MACHINE." OUCH THATS REALLY NOT FUN" SO WE ARE ALL DONE WITH THAT NOW GO OUT THERE AND WAIT FOR THEM TO READ THE TEST AND I CAN GO ON MY WAY. WELL FOR 25MIN. WENT BY AND THE LADY FORM EARLIER CAME TO ME AND SAID WE HAVE TO DO THE MAMMOGRAM AGAIN! I SAID NOTHING NOT A WORD AND WENT AND ANOTHER ONE DONE. SO WE GOT DONE AND THEN SHE TELLS ME GO AND WAIT OUT IN THE ROOM AND WE WILL LET YOU KNOW. SO THEN ANOTHER WOMAN NOT THE ONES FROM BEFORE HAND COMES TO ME AND SAYS MS.YEAGER I AM VERY SORRY BUT WE NEED TO DO ANOTHER ULTRASOUND. BUT YOU KNOW REALLY I WAS THINKING THAT WHAT IN THE WORLD IS WRONG WITH THIS PLACE!!!! AND YET STILL ALONE AND HAVING TO KEEP DOING THESE TEST OVER AND OVER WHAT IN THE WORLD IS GOING ON??? AS I ASK THE ULTRASOUND TECH. AND I GOT THE SAME ANSWER I WILL LET THE RADIOLOGIST TALK TO YOU. AND I WILL BE RIGHT BACK WITH HIM. WELL 5MINS. PASS AND THEN THEY BOTH CAME BACK IN. AND REPEATED THE TEST TO TELL ME WHAT HE SAW. I ASKED IS IT CANCER??? WELL I CAN"T TELL YOU THAT. YOU WILL NEED TO GO SEE A SURGEON FOR MORE TESTING. SO THEY MADE ME ANOTHER APT. WITH A GENERAL SURGEON FOR THAT SAME DAY FOR 12:45. HE WAS REALLY NICE AND HE TALKED ME THROUGH EVERYTHING THAT WE WOULD DO. AND SO THEY DID A BIOPSY AND HE SAID THAT THE RESULTS WOULD BE BACK ON FRIDAY AND GOOD OR BAD I WOULD LET YOU KNOW..