Today i had the last one of the BAD CHEMO... and belive it's great. just want to say thanks Tyra for keepin the kids. But the next one is Dec. 27 !!!!
So Dr.Woodworth kept his word and called on Friday 7-22-2010 @ 2:45pm. But then down fall he got Kelsey cell and talked to him first. So the man that i am been married to for 9yrs came home and told me that the test was positive. And i just flat out asked him are your Fuckin kidding me??? Is this a joke? And he looked at me and said no this is no joke. I would not do that too u. So by that point i was flipping out cry and askin why me??? And got doctor to call me and tell me what it is but you know i had no words that would come out alls i could do it just sit there and cry with my surgeon on phone. He tell me that i am a strong women and i will fight this. Then he said i will see you on Monday for the other Biopsy. so the first person i called was Kim she was my best friends mom and she has treated me like I was hers and told that it was Cancer and she just started crying and tellin me that she was sorry and that she loved and that she would be here for me. And then next person i called was Ryan and i had to tell my best friend for yrs. that i have breast cancer. and she was tryin to be strong and tell me that everything was going to me OK . And i called my father but i so did not get what i was wanting him. so that weekend the kids and Kelsey and i went to the Burnett's family cabin. and it felt like it was a year away. Well that Monday 7-26-10 I got 5 more biopsy done and then on that Wed. I was called again with some more bad news just one out of the 5 was cancer and it was also on the right side. So the next day went for the MRI and then to meet lots more of other doc. like my oncology doc and my plastic surgeon. so after meetin with all of them the date was set. Then my mother came to stay with us and on Aug.16 2010 i went to the hosp. in rogers the have my first surgery i was in the OR for 5hrs. lots of friends and family where there. The pain was the worst pain i have ever have the worst... So i got to stay there for 3days then they sent me home. then that Monday i had to go see Dr.T to have expanders filled. that was not a very fun part. :( so i go to this other apt. with the cancer doc. and Amanda was sweet enough to go w me to that and he came in and sat down and said well we sent off your cancer and they redid the test and it was wrong so you have to do chemo i am sorry is what he said so i had to have another surgery with both doc. one put the inplants and the other put my chemo port in. Then on Oct.4 2010 i had my first chemo treatment. then the next day was put in the hosp. because of a reaction to the chemo and got out on wed. and then let me tell you i was one sick puppy!!!
